Come home to loving self

Have you ever thought “what is wrong with me?”

When we think there is something wrong with us what do we do? We do all we can to fix it.

And that becomes endless. Finding flaw under flaw under flaw. Keeps you really busy, keeps you distracted from being you.

Humanity has been groomed into a poverty program. In some cultures, families and communities it can be more severe than in others. But it’s there all the same.

When we think about the Earth being formed do we imagine her forming from wonder, love, awe, a beautiful vision or from a terribly critical eye that says there is something wrong with her. Look at those enormous mountains they are too big, the cracks in her land could do with some botox, the water just too blue.

Our perceptions form our reality. This is not a new discovery. What if we were born into a dream that was not the true dream, it had been tampered with? A dream that says “there is something wrong with you”. In this dream it say’s “you are not love and you are not accepted as you are”.

Have a look through your life span at where you have agreed with this programming of poverty.

How did it influence you?

Was there a time in your life that you started to question this?

Most of the women who come to see me are enmeshed in this programming. Some their whole bodies, some are almost out of it just needing to free their toes. Often they do not even realise they are in it because it is what they know to be true. It is so far underneath the workings of everything else that you don’t generally see it and yet it has such an influence of how we relate to ourselves, our patterns and the way we live our world. When a woman believes the poverty program be true she spends her life pushing herself, subjecting herself to be something she is not.

If what you are is perceived as wrong and we judge wrong as bad then one can have a very poor perception of self and this great misunderstanding gets lived out and passed down through the generations until we remember, we awaken to a new idea that we are love and that what is wrong with us is no longer our motivation forward, what is right with us steers the way. Seeding a new culture of loving self.

To want to be loved and accepted is a noble desire. When we do not feel this it becomes a director of our life. The fool searching for someone outside of self to see us, to accept us for who we are and love us without needing anything for that love.

We find it for while, short romantic holidays with other but the more we go deeper into relationship the poverty program kicks in. Our partners, our friends, our family a mirror for us reflecting our self rejection or perhaps the need of love, acceptance and connection that we need to meet in ourselves.

There comes a time when you experience this deep collective wound individually so many times that you begin to question it. Is this true? Can I be myself? Can I be who I am? Can I go my own way? Am I really love?

We start to be aware of the judgements we repeat toward ourselves that keep us small. We dare to take a risk and open our hearts to the light we are and let healing come to us.

We attract guides and kin into our lives that are like messenger birds singing us back home to loving self.

When we come into the alignment, the original dream of love, this abundance for all, we walk lightly, we look at ourselves through soft eyes, we receive ourselves and our wisdom, we do not need to be bigger, better or prove any thing. A peaceful self develops. There is no more playing small or enduring things that do not feel good. Loyalty changes to loving self rather than need for others to love us.

All those born into the world in the last few thousand years have passed through the poverty program many of us continue to dream it into our lives.

Can you see where you have bought into the poverty program? Living your life from a seed that says there is something wrong with you or you are born in sin, that you need saving from something or someone outside yourself.

The original dream of love is still present, protected in the core of the Earth and in the core of you.

Simply an intent to come home to loving self will begin or deepen this return and attract guides and tools on the road to assist you to be who you are LOVE.